test is comin!!

hey i'm back! i know that i have abandoned this blog for too long and now i am back. omg my exam is on 29th march and i am not well prepaired till now. i am scared what if i do not pass the test? what if i can not do it? all my feeling mix togather. btw i just watched hunger games yesterday. it is a okay film not so great though. but what makes me surprised is that we got a pause time for the movie. i have never watched a movie in medan before with pause time. and yesterday i also watched supernatural season 1. and yes i am doomed cause i shd not have watched that movie and i am freakin afraid. but there is always a but huh? haha the two brothers on supernatural film series totally make my day.. haha.. so long will update when my exam is over, now got to study and concentrate first.

Scared

Idk why but suddenly i feel scared, totally insecure. Don't ask me why, i don't even know why i am feeling like this. It's confusing and complicated. Yeah pouring everything here in blog is the best way to calm myself.

Übrigens, froher Valentinstag!
And i love this quote from city of glass novel by cassandra clare.

I love you, and i will love you until i die, and if there is a life after that i will love you then - jace wayland

Another boring day

Just another sunday for me, wake up at 7, okay that's unusual. Außer das ist heute ein normaler Tag für mich. i weiss auch nicht, aber i glaube dass, i schon englisch ein bisschen vergessen habe. Haha, mein Sprechen hat jetzt hokkien, englisch mit deutsch vermischt. Okay back to english, i think that i need to insert some german in my blog because here i am in berlin and i need to train my german. Beast's concert today in berlin but i didn't do there. First the ticket is expensive and second i don't even know where columbia halle is. Okay i know the second reason is unacceptable but yeah if it is bigbang, i will definitely go there. Sorry then beast.. Haha..

Alive

I choose that title because of how long i have been neglecting this blog. It is not b'coz i do not want to update my blog, it is just without laptop is more difficult. I think it is better for me to buy a laptop as soon as possible now. Btw bear with my wrong grammar or whatsoever, because now i mix german with english, maybe because i hear german everyday. I am so happy that bigbang will finally made a vomeback on 29th feb!! can't wait till it and hope they will come to berlin. Valentine day is around the corner. I try to bake cookies and they are failure. Seems like i am better in culinary than pastry. Btw i will post some of the food that i cook by myself or with vanessa.

yg family concert ended yesterday, and i still can't watch bigbang performances there, i mean with my own eyes, not from fancams or video. someday, really someday i will go to seoul and watch their concert really! haha. btw i just watched the fancam, the one that bigbang sings 2ne1's i am the best. it is epic, you guys shd watch it too. not to mention how cute top looked there. and lastly here are some random photos that i found when i waited for the download to finish.

turning 18

yeah, now i am officially 18 y.o now, yesterday was my birthday. no cakes no make a wish, just a simple gathering with family. everything is fine and now i am waiting for my birthday wish to come true.

and as i promise, i'll post some pics of me with the new glasses, just please ignore the silly face. :p

greeting from december

another boring day has passed again. this update is just randomly made since i don't know what i shd write. btw i  just get my new glasses, pics will be coming soon later. haha. well let's call it a day now since i really don't have any ideas what i shd write.